in which I confess my love on Valentine’s Day

By now you should know that I'm completely unreliable. I also initially began this post with "I'm starting this year by..." until I realized that, oh my hell we're halfway through February!… and how embarrassing.

Anyway, let's just skip over the excuses for my absence because six months of writer's block is hardly believable and I mean, did anyone actually notice? Anyone = anyone but you, Mom :) Actually, my dear friend Christina DID notice and, let's be honest, she's the real reason I'm turning the key and revving up this engine. It was something she said…  something about how I’m the only person hurting myself by not documenting my memories and yadayadayada and  something else about how she never regrets the things she posts but always regrets the things she doesn't post, and I was like, "Stop right there. You. Are. Absolutely. Right. What is wrong with me?! No wonder my mind is so cluttered! And where is my computer?!" So, here I am. And could there be any better day than VALENTINE’S DAY to give  my Internet Home some long overdue love? I think not.

Oh, Internet Home, I love you and I’ve missed you. You and me, we’re good together, right? Yeah. I think so too.  **hugs**

There’s so much I want to tell you. So much we have to catch up on! My brain is such a mess and it will take time, but we’ll get there. We’ll work together to clean this place up. I’m just glad to be back again. You + Me & Frank and … oh, and Sean, because oh yea… he put a crystal on it…

I know!! Just the sort of thing worth documenting.

And since I can’t make my return on VALENTINE’S DAY much cheesier, I’d just like to say on record that I absolutely can’t wait to marry him. A handful of years ago I set my sights on this guy because he was fun and he was a friend and I enjoyed him and, you know, why not? And I am so very glad that a moment of “just for fun” turned into many moments of “I don’t want to be without you” because I certainly don’t want to be without him… and thank my lucky stars I don’t have to be.

Ahhhh… It feels good to be home!

xoxo